Thank you for all your kind words, at least something has come out of this, i have booked for my daughter who is 18 to go wityh her friend to Ayia Napa for two weeks in July. As the trip was for her 18th i made this gesture to her as there is no point us all being at home. My Dads levels are extremely high and he cannot get out of bed very well because he has no muscle tone in his limbs, he is also on an nebilizer, He does not know i have cancelled the trip and i am not going to tell him because he would be mortified. I wish he wasnt in so much pain, but he has been so strong throughout all this.

Thanks again
Michelle xx